Please Shed Away My Solitude

What is contentment?
What is satisfaction?
What is perfect?
What is desire?
What is happiness?
What is rich?
What is future?
What is past?
What is destiny?
What is the theory of life?
Nothing matters? Do they?
Am I Wrong?
Yes I am definitely wrong!
I know exactly how should I think and act, but why
WHY why whY...I juz...
Forget about it!
Please please please...
I wanna be left alone.
Where are you when I needed you?
I am seeking hard, real hard!
Pray pray pray...
Pray for your guide in everything.
Tell me what do I serve?
I deserve nothing...
Not achievement... Not love... Not even a single penny
I crave for freedom.
Just Freedom!
No more Pushing, No more Jealousy,
No more Lies, No more Competition.
I know I really do...
LIFE GOES ON!
LIFE IS FULL OF CHALLENGES!
Show me...
I am willing to trade my life into your kingdom.
Shed my Solitude.
Please
I pray
Please
Please bring me close to you.