What a miserable day!

Love is the sweetest thing when you learn to cherish it. It breaks your heart in times; just let the history go and may a better tomorrow grow in us. Put on a smile each and every second as you will never know who will fall in love with your smile. Expect less and be thankful for the people around us. Have Faith in Jesus our saviour. God Knows what is best for us.

每一天都會有一些事情獎會發生. 每一段路都有集將要來的旅程. 每一顆心都有值得期待的成份. 每一個人都有愛上另一個人的可能. 相愛...就不能害怕會有傷痕. 沒有人完整卻有人能信任才找到永恆.

Finally, I got all the chinese words typed out. It is now middle of the night. Just can't manage to fall asleep. Have a fine chat with my best buddy back home. I am seeking for comfort zone and so happens she is there for me. Thankx a lot Yen Peng. I knew you called Jh on purpose for the sake of me and I wanna apologized for the things he had said to you. Hope you won't take it to heart as you know he is just kidding. Glad to know he is now himself and found his true love. Yes, I did tell myself all these while it is over. People change ...evolution happens and life goes on. Still I have to admit I miss him. Nothing ever matters anymore. Hello???? Wake up Phoebe!!! Stop hoping! Stop waiting! Get Alive!
I am pleased that you messaged me this morning but I was away preparing for school. Never have the time for you even now. I apologized for my neglection. Your greeting lights me up.... Just a second, I paused and revised my thoughts. It was only a friendly hi and nothing much. I felt miserable the entire noon. After working on my term test for abnormal psychology, I was in the Practice room the rest of the noon. Not having any songs in my mine to practice, I just sat there plucking the notes on the piano blindly. I skipped the evening class, went on to the library to edit my blog. It is not about I have nothing better to work on... OH Yes Finals are around the corner... Papers will be dued in no time. Again... my brain is paralyzed.
Something good strikes me now .... Bernice's aunt is conscious. Thank God!
Right at this moment... my mom pops in my depressed thought. I remembered talking to her over the phone while I was having my supper. She is going on MC for 3 days... seeing a doc regarding her menopause problem. She must had felt disappointed not receiving a huge response from me. Don't get me wrong.... of coz I do care but I knew there ain't anything really serious. I knew exactly what you are going through .. I had this knowledge gained from my Psychology of women lifespan. All you need to do is RELAX. You had been suffering from anxiety all these years. Stop worrying. Your son is now a big boy and me ARGhhhhhhh..... is pulling myself together. Bernice is with me and so is Doris (YP). Pat is my mentor and I still have Dr. Mather to push me to the counselor. My roomy, Ronson is acting silly everyday and brings much more laughther in 701. Mary is here supporting me whenever I collapse. Suzanne the best medicine, just by seeing her I feel better each and everyday. Gail the snoopy gal helps alot in providing me notes for Brain and Behavior whenever I skipped the morning classes. Aunty Lily's cooking fills my stomach well and keeps me growing (hopefully not side ways)..... Gareth, Kimberly and Anna are fun to hang out with. Teng, my big bro is now bz with his school activities but he really did a good job leaving his footprints here in Lethbridge; I understand you are popular in Taiwan still I wanna nag you about coming to the KLIA on July 8th 2006. Hope to see you soon! Kelly back in Malaysia is sharing her concern even she is bz dealing with her working life. Thanks to George Zeber, George Ney, Rudy the friendly senior, Tony(Pat's Husband), Glenda and her family, Akaid, Amy, Jane, Jody and all the church members. I love you all.