Finding phoOebe

"Steinkante" taufte Scottie diese eindrückliche Gegenlichtaufnahme. "Stoneside" called Scottie this impresive back light picture.

Blueberry+mAngo+peAch yogurt... yuMMy! yUmmy! Blueberry & Mango (MNG) happens to be my favourite shopping list too! Yogurt is what I had for lunch. I quit frozen yogurt for almost two years. Expensive is the word best describe ... I am gonna pamper myself today... a day where sun shines bright above.... an age for a new breath, a morning for many many smiles, a time for a treat, a relieve to let go..., A Blessing in Disguise! Our real blessings often appear to us in the shape of pains, losses and disappointments. We're all familiar with a blessing in disguise. What is less commonly appreciated is the disguise in many a blessing. All of us have seen good come out of disaster. When you expect good to come from negativity, it will. What you think about, you bring about. Hence, I am now a positive self wanting to bring positive impact to others and me>>>myself. I talked to my X yesterday. It is somehow being planned. I guess God is working on us. I was in the Practice Room down at 5th floor, U-Hall. The reception is bad and I can never recieve any calls. Well... yesterday was odd. My cell phone rang a couple of times. I picked up ... Noises been heard but no one spoke. I finished up my last songs and headed upstairs. Instead of using the elevator... I chose to walk up the stairs. I had stop exercising for a month or so. It is time to get some warm ups. When I was half-way up to 9th floor, my cell phone rang again. I answered.... it was Jh. I am prepared as if I was expecting his call. We started the conversation in a strange way. First, greeting each other; nExt, we got stucked. Still.. I was glad.... things went well at the end. I had accepted the truth that he had changed and so do I. Different thoughts... different goals and devotions in life brought us apart. I cherished the past but things are not the same as before. I used to have doubts in the unclean breakup. Various questions aroused in me. Desired to patch things up were great. I am pleased that I was only thinking about all these and never take it into action. Come to think of it... nothing really matters now. There is no point knowing. Faith is now what I believed. As I always trusted... GOd knows what is best for us. I traded in my sorrow and I was blessed. I put a night in Suzanne's place. Thankxs for her hospitality. Had a good night sleep. Felt energetic this morning; smelt the cool breeze on my way home and I was definitely sure that I had found myself. Success in academic ... magnificent spot in Canada, splendid plans overpowering my mind. I want to waste no more time in this grieving process. I pray that Jh felt the same way. Carry no more burden, shed no more tears, no more association with loss or bereavement; be brave and courageous. We are friends and hopefully the best ever. I had been polished. Cheers!